breakdown..

so i tend to have these mini mental breakdowns once every couple weeks. I always keep to myself and figure it out all in my head, and then talk to people if necessary. well last night i could not do that. for once i could not think clearly enough to figure out what i wanted to figure out. Thank goodness for kelly because he came to my rescue even though he had to wake up early today he still listened to me and let me complain. I do not know what i would do with out him in my life... i dont know what i did before without the friends i have made this year. this week was just an advice kind of week- i am always concerned with work and how much i work and how many hours i get and how much time i can take off and when i can take it off and yeah, kellys advice to this- do not worry about work, work will not worry about you. do not put work over friends and family, work will not care for you the way your friends and family will...
i took this to heart and have a slight different outlook on things and am way happy about it. things are going well in my mind now and i love kelly to death for it